I just want this to be over already.
I want to be done with exams, fast forward my workload into the next five years, when I’m finally done with school. I constantly find myself mourning over my teenage years, the golden days. If not, I find myself contemplating on the future, but just not now. Because I’m up to here with orals and writtens and revision sheets. I’m up to here with lectures and exams. I can’t even function properly anymore, because all I want to do is sleep all the time and listen to music.
I keep telling myself my future is important and I need to step it up, because I’m really going to be on the verge of decision making soon.
Can’t I have to good stuff without the bad?
I can’t even think straight anymore.
